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[13 Sep 2005|05:15pm] |
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sry that i havent updated in a long time
i havent went to school in 2 days cause i dont feel good
usually i would have to walk to the ugly mug and see drew and drake and tyler so its good that i havent went to school even if i have a lot of homework
nothing really exciting
i went to joannas lake house on the weekend it was fun i was a baby about the jet ski i dont no jet skis scare me!
well im going to go bye bye peeps
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[13 May 2005|08:38pm] |
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well im bored like usual! no body want to do anything and if they want to they are all ready doin it
im glad but sad th at the school year is almost over. im not goin to see anyone!
36 days till cedar point! cant wait i might take someone else cause kayla isnt going so that means me and kristen can bring someone else if we wanted to but i dont no who if i am! i cant wait to play spoons though but im going to miss jenn when im playing it :(
dont have a lot of h.w but i do have some
omg my class had a speaker come in and there was camreas it was awesome! i asked a question and felt really dumb for some reason
went to the ugly mugg today it was fun even though drew is kristens bf and a grade under he is fun to hang out wit since no body else will!(jk) i feel bad that he fell off his bike cause he had to go to the hospital
i found this poem about friendship it was awesome i loved it i just forgot what it was or i would put it in this journal
i watched napleon dinamite sry if i spelled his name wrong but i really dont care
jamie is home it sucks she is so annoying im glad im leavin so i dont have to put up wit her ooo and i found all the clothes i was missing and i found them in her closet!
bandit almost got hit by a car the car stop right before hittin him though i would of cried if he died cause im the one that let him out and i miss buffy to much so i dont think i could handle another death expectly a puppy that is only like 18-20 weeks old
omg i think that joannas foster puppy is so cute! i feel bad for it. it is so skinny
yea well im not going to talk about moving cause im going to start cryin ok well maybe im going to say a few things about it(sry if ur gettin annoyed of me talkin about this)i dont really want to move but i feel that i should. i dont really like it here i dont have anything to do and really no body should miss me im not that important to anyone well at least i dont think i am no body acts like i am but i really dont care
ashley i still have to sign ur year book cause i might never see u again! probably will but i dont no
IF i do move then i will be comin back every weekend but i bet no body really cares and thats ok wit me!
wow this is probably the longest journal i have ever wrote! i wont be writin for a long time cause my dad doesnt have a computer so if this is my last entry im going to miss u all!!!!
well im outie
love lots, kourtni
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[09 May 2005|03:20pm] |
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yesterday i decided that im going to move.......my mom said that if i want to come back my room will always be there for me.......yesterday my mom said that if im movin then i have to start packing the things i dont need right now.....she put some stuff in boxes when i was at school......im so sad cause my room is like nothing right now my winter clothes, some old toys, etc. are in boxes and my room is just like empty.I no im going to regret moving but i really just need to get out of my house if dont i think i would probably run away........i wanna start fresh someplace
the story in ashleys journal made me think about me i dont tell people that i like them well other then wit josh but that was all messed up and thats y i dont tell people im shy and i no it i dont really care thats just me and no one is going to change me......reading that story in ashleys journal made me think that i was going to be lonely for the rest of my life. i no telling someone that u like them isnt a big deal its just when ever i do tell that person it ends up bad so i keep it to myself which is bad cause u should never hold anything in expecially ur feelings about someone.......being shy isnt helping me wit anything im just going to be kourtni tolbert for the rest of my life......u no how god made a special person for everyone well i think he skipped me :( well i got to go put stuff in boxes im going to miss u guys all just remember my days are limited!
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[05 May 2005|03:10pm] |
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nothing really happened this week on
monday i got my expander off
tuesday i couldnt talk or eat so i didnt go to school
wednesday was a half day so i went to arby's and then to brittany's and finally to joanna's
today tuesday i just came home and im not really doin anything tom
friday tomorrow im going on a field trip and then after school im going to the mall
im still thinking about movin in wit my dad i no nobody wants me to but MY LIFE ISNT AS EASY AS EVERYONE THINKS IT IS!!!!!!!!!!
omg nick might be going to cedar point and i think its awesome only cause he is so hott! sry ashley that u cant go! i wish u could!
i got the phantom of the opera( i no im a nerd but i dont care) it is such a good movie the guys that plays the phantom had never sang in his life before but he was great i love that movie!(im watching it right now)
well i cant watch till tomorrow and its not cause of the movies i want to go wit my class and i want to see ashley and joanna im not suppose to talk to them but screw the teachers u dont put 2 teams in 1 field trip if u dont want them to talk
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[01 May 2005|12:50am] |
this weekend wasnt so bad my coz came over and then i went over her house me and megan made up ashleys wasnt mad or sad there wasnt that much drama well some but thats just 7th grade cant wait till we all r 8th graders(we rule the school) god but im not ready to but wit thoughs immature 6th graders that r going to be in the middle school wit us this year has been go filled wit drama but good i have changed into a totally different person
dude i think rap sucks and i think ashley does to i like the used, chemical romance, sugarcult, green day, and switchfoot ooo and some what of simple plan
i have made enemies but thats ok cause there all fags
spanish i have learned never take spanish mrs strater is a bore
ive learn that not havent a bf can be a good thing( cause there r 2 7th graders pregeant)
also that even ur bestest friend will talk about u but they dont always mean to it just slips out
i have learned to stand up for myself and not deal wit the shit others have put me through
in school i have learned that if your in the drivers seat and you let people just get you down you better move over into the passenger seat because you have to learn to not give a crap whnat people think because i used too and it got me know where!! all it got me was to be a stuck up prep!! so i have changed and i have learned that either get your crap together or get out of the way for people who have their shit togther because they are going to rule the school! and you know but you just dont want to admit it!!!
i no my life isnt the hardest but that doesnt mean its the easiest everyone thinks that its not the only person that really knos me is my coz and my friend jessica cause they actually listen to what im thinkin about and they have went through most of the things i have. my friends dont even have a clue about what i have gone through and who i really am cause they dont get to no me i have changed a lot my friends just dont notice cause they worry about guys, there bf or a guy they like its not all there fault though i am a very "to myself person" i dont like it when people no who i like how my life if or anything like that cause then i think that they might judge me or laugh at me im very senative so most people do hurt me this is just an example and im not sayin that im not over this but when i told josh b i liked him he hurt my feelings a lot just casue he said something but u no that was last year it doesnt matter we were friends and only supposted to be that im glad we didnt go out wit this year would of been horrible cause he eats at the table i do i dont no if we r friends or not but its like we have totally forgot about the past(last year) and just started over thats a good thing i like my life cause yes i will admit my life is easier then most peoples im dorky im a smarty pants and could be in honors if i only finished all of my homework i act stupid some times i have a crush on a guy that i no we could never be(NOT JOSH im over him big time!) i have a sister that i would just love to get rid of but i still love my life something i would like u to no if my friends r readin this im movin in wit my dad for a month in the summer cause i want to see if its better down there then up here cause im sick of havin to deal wit some of my life and if i like if down there i will be movin down there before school starts so hang out wit me as much as u can before summer cause u might not see me in 8th grade
well im going to go to bed night night
love lots, kourtni
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[28 Apr 2005|06:54pm] |
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sry that i havent updated in a while but i have been usin my xanga
today was take ur child to work day since my mom couldnt take me she said megan could come over well me and meg went up to the ugly mugg and we hung out wit tyler b. kyle t. and christine oo and tylers brothers well my scooter died cause thats what i rode up there so megan was like well im ridin the bike home only cause she didnt want to push the scooter home yea what a good friend she is i would of walked the bike wit her ok so we walk up to school cause tyler and kyle had a track meet to go to but then me and megan went to ice cream junction but before that we stoped at brittanys but she wasnt home i pluged in the scooter and walk to ice cream junction after that we went to brittanys and got the scooter before i got on it megan was like ok im ridin the scooter i just like no u said ur going to ride the bike home so thats what ur goin to do she was like kourtni stop bein a b**** and let me ride it im like no so she rode it home and we were arguing on the way back so i told her once we get to my house ur going home and she was like what if my mom is at work still and i was like well then have fun walkin home its not like i was going to let her in when she called me a b**** about ridin a scooter or not thats really stupid someone needs to grow up!
so she went home finally and i was like good i dont want her here u really get to no who ur true friends are
Ashley-thanks for bein there for me i love u like a sis last year was awesome i dont no if i could of went through 6th wit mr. winieki witout u i hope we r friends till the end!
JoAnna-i no we get into fights but i think that strengthens our friendship i do love u so much and i will be there for u till the end i hope u will be there for me to and yes i hope that we r friends forever cause my life wouldnt be anything witout u in it
Jessica-what would my thoughts about camp be witout u in them we have fun at camp some of the fun i will never ever forget u will always have me there to bad we arent goin to the same camp this year IM GOIN TO MISS U!
Nick-god ur like a brother to me im glad kayla and u met in 3rd grade cause then i wouldnt have anyone to call my brother ur my bestest friend ever(guy wise) thanks for bein there for me thanks for that email it was really nice
I no people talk about me and i hope it isnt any of u guys i just wanted u guys to no i will always have ur guys back and i hope u guys have mine :)
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[14 Apr 2005|07:34pm] |
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nothing really happened at school got a little homework here and there
came home its a wonderful goin to go outside and play wit my pups!
love lots, kourt
p.s. have fun it florida ashley GET ME SOMETHING!!! jk u dont have to but it would be nice:)
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[09 Apr 2005|06:12pm] |
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went to the lockin wasnt that bad i got so annoyed of people sayin that a lot of people arent goin if the people that said that came there would be more people comin dumb dumbs britt is goin out wit tyler b. taylor and megan were bein bitchy to each other and then britt was bitchy to megan it was drama all the way ooo god i found out that im related to kyle talley not fun!
well goin to go
love lots, kourt
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[08 Apr 2005|03:59pm] |
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well goin to the lock in later dont really care who isnt there but im goin to go over briitany's and megans there to
love lots, kourt
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[08 Apr 2005|03:42pm] |
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well nothing really happened today but josh in gym went up to joanna and was said something to her and now joanna is tellin on him poor josh!
i have to finish my stupid spanish project and then i might to dress shoppin wit my couz she si going to prom and she wants a realy hott dress!
well nothing else really its a beautiful im going to go outside and u should to!
love lots, kourt
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[01 Apr 2005|01:09pm] |
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got a new journal at xanga.com
kct1126 is the new journal
love lots, kourt
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[30 Mar 2005|10:56pm] |
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well went to the mall today gennesse(how ever u spell it) valley and courtland it was so much fun
my mom bought me a ring it was really expensive well not that much but it was more then what i got at hollister
well then of course i went to hollister and then american eagle and then my mom took us(me and kayla) to courtland and she went into the new old navy usually there clothes are ugly but they actually had really cute clothes little embrassed but i bought a few things from there to! my mom got some stuff and so did kayla but my mom got stuff from kristen and there was a lot for her so it all came up to like $2,000
then after that my mom went to kay(every kiss begins with kay lol) and got her ring cleaned and me and kayla started talkin about wedding rings and i was like who ever my huband is going to be he better start savin up for the wedding ring i want lol and then my mom was talkin about how much her ring was its 4 carats and she was braggin about how much it was she said it was like $40,000! dude im going to like steal that and get a car wit that ever though my car is going to be a lot more i no im spoiled dont mean to but i am!
well tired to death
love, kourt
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[29 Mar 2005|01:17pm] |
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well im not grounded cause my mom didnt wanna ground me on spring berak but right after that im grounded for 2 weeks
i might go to taylors today but i aint sure cause she has called me
well if she doesnt call im free to do something if anyone whats to
love me
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[28 Mar 2005|06:33pm] |
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well spring breaks goin ok expect that im grounded for like 3 reasons and im totally mad!
um.......well i think i can do something but i aint sure but if u wanna do something wit me just give me a call and i hope u all no my #, megan, ashley, joanna!
like really bored so call me!!!!!!! im waitin right by the phone and i have caller id so i no who is it if u hang up
i g2g
love ya all, kourt
p.s. i think im drunk cause i cant stop laughin
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[26 Mar 2005|09:39pm] |
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as u can see my live journal is different thanks to joanna and it looks awesome i love it
well tomorrow is easter and im going to go to my grandmas and look for easter eggs(i no im 13 but who cares not me!)
after i dont no what im going to do im going to be bored as ever but i guess ill just have to find something to do!
well g2g cause my moms gotta do some h.w(shes got h.w and i dont i just love it! lol)
much much love, kourt
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OMG i cant wait for the party!
i want to have it so bad right now!!!
well i guess im just going to have to wait!!!!
im tired and hungry
well im going to go do something but i dont no what im going to do
so bye
love kourtni
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[21 Mar 2005|03:05pm] |
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nothing really happened today just woke up went to school came back yup
well me ashleys and joannas party is this thursday im kind of scared cause i just think something bads goin to happen i dont no i just really want to get it over cause i have a bad feelin about this
well since no one looks at my live journal but ashley it doesnt really matter what i put down cause its not important
bye
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omg i cant wait for spring break i want a break so bad im just going to have to wait i might be going to the dance but im not sure im so happy today cause i dont have any homework yea well im bored so im going to go bye bye
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omg im so bored and im really tired but i have to finish a project oo crap i g2g bye
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I LOVE YOU JOANNA!!!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU ASHLEY!!!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU MEGAN!!!!!!!!!
well im going to illinois this weekend and im so sry u cant go joanna if u could i would have u go to! i have to go there cause i have to see my step sis at college
well i no that was kind of short but i really have to go bye
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